It’s been 7 years since I recorded my last studio album. Now that I have a new one in the can, I find myself back at a place I don’t love: hunting for a record deal.
Years ago, when I made Can’t Wait for Perfect, my friend and mentor Joshua Redman was so excited about it he personally called the head of A&R at Blue Note Records to encourage them to sign me.
No dice.
I remember chasing Blue Note’s head of A&R with emails prompting him to finally check out the record. His eventual response was that it was “compelling and fresh” but they were going to pass.
Here’s the final rejection email:
From: “Eli”
To: ‘Bob Reynolds’
Subject: RE: Thoughts
Date: Thu, 21 Apr 2005 13:20:49Dear Bob,
Firstly, let me apologize that I have not gotten back to you with a definitive answer up until this point. A confluence of factors explain the delay.
We all listened to the demos closely and found them compelling and fresh but have decided to pass given all on our plate at this time.
With that said, please send me the finished album when you have it as I am curious to hear the finished piece.
Best of luck with you musical pursuits.
Eli
1. Yes, I saved all the rejection emails.
2. Notice how after all that he still wants a free CD. 🙂
Transition
The landscape was shifting back then (~2005) but record labels still meant something. At least to me. I’d make a great record and I didn’t want to just put it out myself. Mind you, this was pre twitter, facebook, bandcamp, etc., and I didn’t have any fans beyond my local supporters in NYC. I *needed* a proper label to distribute and promote the record. That way, I would get press, and higher profile gigs, and reach more eyes and ears.
Or so I thought.
In the end I practically gave the record to Fresh Sound New Talent Records, an indie jazz label based in Barcelona, Spain.
I did this for a few reasons:
- They were the only ones who said yes! I’d reached out to at least a dozen labels and was turned down by all of them. Marsalis Music, Sunnyside, Criss Cross, Concord, Nonesuch, Verve, Blue Note, Savoy, MaxJazz…none of them were interested in my music. At least not enough to release it.
- I felt it was important to pass through at least one filter, one gatekeeper, someone in the record biz who would validate me to separate myself from the gillions of other folks releasing self-produced recordings.
- Lots of artists I admired released their early recordings on Fresh Sound New Talent; several went on to major label recording careers: Brad Mehldau, Mark Turner, Kurt Rosenwinkel. It was good company on some level.
- At the very least, being that the label was based in Spain and Europe was a big jazz hub, I presumed they’d help me organize and/or promote some concerts or tours.
I was wrong.
An “Existential Crisis”
The guy who ran the label, Jordi Pujol, told me he was having an “existential crisis” over whether or not to release my music. Why? It was just so different from the type of jazz he normally released. He was terrified that my music didn’t fit his brand and concerned his customer base would be turned off by it.
In the end we made a deal. Not a great one for me.
The Deal
Fresh Sound got my record, an album I’d not only poured my heart and soul into, but also years of effort and more than $15,000 of my own money (thank you credit cards), and I got a check for $6k and the opportunity to…wait for it…buy my own CDs back from them at a cost of only $7 a unit. Add shipping from Spain and it came to closer to $9.
But at least then I could sell those CDs on CDBaby! Right?
CDBaby charges $4 per CD sold to cover their costs. So now I had a record that cost me $13 which I was selling for $14.95.
I know what you’re thinking: “Whoa, sweet deal!”
But before you get all excited about that $1.95 pre-tax profit margin, keep in mind this left me with over $11,500 in unrecouped expenses (I’d hired a publicist to work the record at a cost of $2,500. No, the label did not do any promotion.)
5,879
So…more than 7 years later I’ve never seen a royalty check from the label, no radio play or promotion from them, no tour support, no inclusion on festivals. Nada. In fact, their website doesn’t even stock the CD.
And, let’s do the math here: based on production and promotion costs and my $1.95 profit margin, I would have to sell 5,879 Can’t Wait for Perfects on CDBaby to recoup my initial investment.
Since putting Can’t Wait for Perfect on CDBaby in January 2007, my all-time sales of physical CDs are………85. So I still have a ways to go. 😉
The point of this post was not to start a pity party or bum you out.
The point is if you’re reading this there’s a good chance you’re familiar with my music. And while I make you wait for the new album to become available, I thought it only fair to talk about why you’re waiting.
What about you? Does this surprise you?
Fred Vigdor says
Bob,
It’s a sad story, but I’m sorry to say this doesn’t surprise me. I’ve been down your road from a slightly different angle. I won’t go into my story, but what I have learned is that unless you’re a pop artist, you don’t need a record company. The money you’d coup from a record deal could be much better spent on an independent radio promoter, someone who can actually get your music played on radio (these people do exist, I’ve used them and they are effective).
If you’ve got a quality product (and I have no doubt that you do), in this day and age there is no reason why you can’t get the word out under your own steam.
Like I said, my story is a bit different from yours (but also similar in several ways), but I’d be happy to share the details if you’re interested.
FV
Bob says
Hey Fred –
If you’d like, you can email me through the contact page on this site. So people still listen to instrumental jazz on the radio somewhere? 😉
Tammi says
Wow. Thanks for sharing your experience. I LOVE Can’t Wait For Perfect but understanding the struggles behind it make me appreciate it even more. Trust me, there are tons of fans who love (and miss) instrumental jazz radio. You truly need to tour the biggest jazz markets are the East Coast to see the eager fans. My family travels to many of the summer jazzfests such as Capital Jazz (MD), Berks Jazz (PA), etc.
Tommy Doggett says
Bob, thank you for sharing your story. Reading this made me revisit the album. Can’t Wait is a stellar album. I’m glad it made it through the hardships and arrived on iTunes for me to download it. I understand your trials. I made an album in 2004. This meant that I had to talk to similar gate keepers. Most of the conversations were the same with everyone I spoke to: “how popular are you, Tommy?” I’m not popular at all “ok, well how many CDs have you sold on your own?” Very few. “what’s a few…300, 500?” No, 10 or 12 “Call me back when you’re more popular” If I could sell 500 CDs on my own, I wouldn’t be asking for help. I’ve concluded that everyone is an independent artist, even if they’re signed, as your story confirms. There’s a lot of work to be done and everyone wants to make a buck. We have to decide how we will spend our money. The college radio promoter I worked with told me that I’d learn a lot promoting my album. I learned a lot and then some. Sounds like you learned a lot, too. Thanks again for sharing your story.
Toks Ojo says
Bob,
Thank you for sharing your story. It’s heartbreaking to think that the record labels are too scared of alienating their audiences by releasing something they think slightly different. Sometimes that ‘something different’ is what solidifies the existing fan base and brings in new ones. You can add my name to one of 85 owners of ‘Can’t Wait for Perfect’. I bought a physical copy, lost it, then downloaded a copy through emusic.com, then everything else I could get my hands on. How did I find you in the first place? Through a review in Allaboutjazz.com.
I’m sad to have missed you in Europe as I was far away at the time, but did tell my friends to try to see you if it were humanly possible. I am pleased to report that there are still people who listen to instrumental jazz over here in the UK and we have a few radio stations where this is possible. As they say, “rumours of the the death of instrumental jazz have been greatly exaggerated”
Keep up the good fight and keep the information flowing. I’ll be one of those who’ll buy a few copies of the new album. One for safe keeping and a few for ‘necessary listening’ gifts for people.
All the best!
pelicanpaul says
It always amazes me, with as much consumer freedom and choice that we have these days, that the herd mentality dominates. I look at music as an exploration, not an endless search for what is popular or hot right now most of which completely bores me.
It seems that the most profitable avenue for instrumentalists is simply to sell the CDs at the gigs direct. That way you can get rid of the middleman.
Peace…